…m looking out the window and I can’t see you anywhere.’ “Look can you just come downstairs and open the door.” “Downstairs? There is no downstairs. Where are you?” And that is where the penny dropped. How it managed to drip through the foggy recesses of two bottles of wine and a couple of bourbons, I don’t know, but clarity popped its head out. Shit. I looked back down the street, where my friends had just left in the cab. Nope. Gone. They would c…
…ing Festival, Sydney I will be attending a press trip in Sydney for this upcoming week. The Australian Open of Surfing will be on, which I have media passes for. Our blogging party of four will spend two days there. I am excited to discover more of Sydney and do the following activities which I have not yet done: a Sydney Harbour Bridge Climb, kayaking in the Harbour, tour of the Opera House, sunset seafood Harbour Cruise, Bondi Beach Surf lessson…
…napped. I turned to squeeze Kalyra’s leg, Savannah gaeve me a beaming wide open smile and I suddenly became aware of all the family joy that was to come. Just us being together exploring and playing. It’s all worth it. We have to live our lives so that we spend every day in love with it. We have to spend every day in love with our family. Do what you need to do to have those close family moments and have them often. Remove the bleakness and stress…
…p that it was broken glass I walked over which could have literally sliced open my feet. It felt no big deal to me, which showed me how much bigger we make our fears. We blow them up to be things that are going to take us down, cut us, or even worse kill us. They become so real that we stop walking upon the paths of our destinies, choosing instead the perceived safe route, which really is no different to the route that is filled with fears. It’s j…
…yourself. You have to figure out what was most figural in your dream and become that thing. So a tornado is not really a tornado it is actually you. And when you become that thing, you will start to work out the meaning. So you have to say, “I am a tornado. I am ______” and then see what mouth spits out. You can’t think about it because that is engaging the conscious mind, which will only interpret based on the symbolism it knows and the fears it…
…see how it felt to make sure it was the right thing. It felt good. I felt freer, more relaxed and more on purpose. And since I’ve made that choice, amazing things have happened for ytb. Doors are opening in ways we never dreamed. Right choice confirmation. I’m not going to shut down Mojito Mother for good. I think she and I have more to do, I’m already trying to calm her down as she whispers to me all the things she can write about now like moder…
…hem being unsettled or sick. She said my daughter knows that I want her to come early. She will come a week early for me but she really needs a week or two more inside my tummy. Suddenly all desperate hoping for her to come vanished. I realized that I was being selfish wanting her to come when I wanted. She needs to come when it is best for her. With that comes great relief and I feel the ticking time bomb has gone and I can just rest into the las…
